Hey, Satyabhama... 👀
It's not exactly a normal birthday wish.
If you're expecting a normal birthday wish... you can still leave. 😂
B.Tech first year starting lo ninnu first time chusa.
Appatlo naa mind lo oka simple goal undedi — “First somehow college lo survive avvali.” Kaani ninnu chusaka enduko teliyadu... “Ee ammayitho matladali” anipinchindi.
Akkada nundi actual story start ayyindi.
Nee branch mutual friend dwara kanukkunnā. Tarvata nee Instagram ID. Message send cheyyala, vadha... reply vastundo rado naake teliyadu. Kaani konchem dare chesi message chesa. Luckily request accept chesav, reply kuda icchav. Happy. 😌
No conversation. Just... 🙂 → 🙂 → walk away.
Nuvvu college lo kanipinchagane matladali anipinchedi. Bayamo, siggo naake teliyadu. Small smile ichi side aipoyevadini. Nuvvu kuda small smile ichi vellipoyedhanivi. Chala sarlu jarigindi. Finally oka roju dhairyam chesi direct ga matladā.
Matter drawing kaadu. Matter nee effort.
Naa birthday roju random ga drawing topic vachindi. “Birthday gift ga naa drawing sketch vesthava?” ani silly ga adiga. Nuvvu “Sare” annav. Serious ga manchi drawer emo anukunna. 😂 Sketch vachaka adi nene ani identify cheyadaniki almost 10 minutes pattindi. Kaani aa effort naaku chala baaga anipinchindi.
Nee first birthday after we met.
Only wish cheyyadam kakunda edaina gift ivvali anipinchindi. Appatlo editing kuda sariga raadhu. Still edo oka way lo oka photo frame prepare chesi iccha. Aa roju “Nuvvu aa gift teesukuntava? Leda?” ani chala tension paddā. Enduko naake teliyadu. 😅
Nuvvu na comfort zone aipoyav.
Ala matladukuntu... matladukuntu... teliyakundane starting lo “Ee ammayitho ela matladali?” unna place nundi “Ee ammayitho edaina matladachu” ane comfort ki vacham.
Days became weeks. Weeks became months.
2nd year aa 3rd year aa exact ga gurtu ledu. Kaani mana madhya chala gap vachindi. Nenu message chesthe late replies... next day replies. Maybe nuvvu busy ga undochu. Kaani aa time lo naaku ignore chestunnattu anipinchindi. “Enduku tanani ibbandi pettadam?” ani nenu kuda messages aapesa. Matladali anipinchina control chesukunna.
Enduko... malli matladali anipinchindi.
Oka sari text chesa. Positive reply vachindi. Appudu anukunna — “Manam message chesthe gani madam garu message cheyaru emo...” 😂 And somehow akkadi nundi malli conversation continue ayyindi.
Nenu message chestha. Nuvvu reply istav.
Nuvvu first message cheyyadam chala rare. Sometimes “Manam emaina ee ammayini disturb chestunnama?” ani anipistundi. Kaani netho matladina prati sari naaku enduko baaga anipistundi. Anduke random ga message chestu unta — “Nenu okadini unna” ani gurtu cheyadaniki. 😌
Naaku konthamandi ammailatho parichayam undi. 😋
Kaani netho unna comfort different. Ninnu pics adiginantha easy ga vallani adagalenu. Nuvvu share chese reels anni vallatho ala share cheyalenu. Netho matladina antha comfortable ga vallatho matladalenu. That's the difference.
Maybe anduke netho matladadam antha natural ga anipistundo.
Inthaku mundu school lo oka female friend undedi. Appudu ippudu netho ela matladutunnano almost alane matladevadini. Aa friendship lo unna particular comfort... netho matladinappudu malli vastundi.
Oka question matram nenu ninnu proper ga adagaledu.
Nenu ninnu disturb chestunnana? Netho over ga behave chestunnana? Emaina limits cross chestunnana? Sometimes nee pictures adugutunta. Appudu nee reaction enti anedi genuinely telusukovali anukuntunna. Nuvvu nannu tittukuntunnavo, chiraku padutunnavo... “Veedenti intha matter rasadu?” ani anukuntunnavo naaku teliyadu. 😂 But one thing I know — netho matladadam naaku baaga anipistundi. Enduku? Naake teliyadu. Anthe.
Different paths. Same friendship.
College aipoyindi. Nuvvu nee life goals kosam munduku velthunnav. Nenu naa job kosam struggle chestunna. By God's grace nuvvu manchi ga settle avvali. And ade journey lo nannu kuda settle chestav ani anukuntunna. 😂
Recent ga manam nickname topic gurinchi matladukunnam kada... 😌
Appudu pedatā ani cheppa. So... ippudu aa nickname reveal cheddam anukunna.
Satyakala + Bhama. Anthe. 😂 Pedda reason em ledu.
Birthday kada... konchem emotional touch ivvali kada. 😌
Ilaney manchi friend ga nannu bharistu undu. Nenu irritate chesina, random messages pampina, pics adigina, reels pampina... em anukokunda ilaage natho continue avutav ani anukuntunna.